This phrase directly translates to "sweet rape" in English. However, it's important to note that this is an extremely inappropriate and offensive expression that trivializes sexual violence. If you're referring to a metaphorical or artistic concept (which I don't recommend using), some might interpret it as describing something that is deceptively pleasant but ultimately harmful or violating. I would strongly advise against using this expression in any context as it minimizes the seriousness of sexual assault. If you're looking for a phrase to describe something that seems appealing but has negative consequences, alternatives like "poisoned chalice," "wolf in sheep's clothing," or "siren's call" would be more appropriate and less harmful.
I always considered myself a decent, proper girl. Upbringing, you know... My mother had instilled in me from childhood the idea that all men were ape-like, lazy animals who wanted only one thing from a woman...
As a result, I lost my virginity only at 24, and subsequently, the sexual experience I'd had by my early 30s was probably less than that of modern 16-year-old teen sluts. Honestly, I wasn't too upset about it. A solid career, material wealth, and my commitment to constant self-improvement distracted me from the primary instinct. My last sex was over a year ago, when I was still dating
my last boyfriend.But one incident changed my attitude not only towards the intimate side of life but towards life in general. It happened in the hot summer of 2010. One evening, I was returning from the library after working on another dissertation. The dissertation topic was: "The Influence of Anthropological Factors in Human Life on Business Success." In other words: how sex and other ancient animal instincts influence the achievement of modern goals.
After many hours of work, I walked and thought about what place sex occupied in my life. Probably one of the very last. I realized with horror that watering the flowers in my big apartment was more important to me than the feeling of closeness to a hot male body.
And with these thoughts, I walked through the evening park. It was already quite dark, and the park area wasn't small; it took at least 20 minutes to cross. And then I caught myself thinking: What if I get raped right now? But—the strangest thing—this thought didn't scare me, it aroused me!!!
Maybe I'd read too much of the relevant literature... But on the deserted park path, there wasn't a soul in sight, and only on the farthest bench sat two guys of some sort. As I passed by, I realized these guys were of Caucasian appearance, and I got scared!
"Oh, wow, what a pretty girl! Why are you walking alone like this, girl?!!" one of them spoke up boldly, sitting on the back of the bench.
I silently quickened my pace.
Suddenly the second one jumped up and sharply blocked my way: "Where, where?!.. Don't you want to get acquainted???"
"Guys, leave me alone, I don't have time..." I muttered with trembling lips...
"Oh, come on!" The khachik grabbed my purse and pulled it towards himself.
"Noooooo!..." I moaned, but my mouth was quickly covered by the big, sweaty, hairy hand of the second guy, who had come up behind me. He grabbed me around the waist and dragged me into the bushes...
I resisted as best I could, but it was useless!
When we were in the bushes, one of them threatened me: "If you scream, we'll cut you! And if you don't, we'll just fuck you and that's it!.."
It was like a nightmare! There was another bench in the bushes. They quickly bent me over it, pulled up my skirt, and ripped off my panties. One khachik held my hands, and the other stuffed the torn panties into my mouth so I wouldn't scream, and started fingering my pussy!..
Aaaaa!!…. A very thick cock abruptly plunged into my pussy and began pushing, penetrating me deeper and more rapidly! How big it was! It seemed to me the head would reach my uterus any second, but it kept going deeper until it had fully impaled me on his dirty cock!
"Good!" he groaned and began fucking me roughly, holding onto my hair.
The second khachik also pulled out his no-less-impressive dick from his pants, pulled the panties from my mouth, and started shoving his smelly cock down my throat! He did it so unceremoniously and cynically, as if I were just some cheap roadside slut, not a decent, intelligent girl...
It hurt and I was ashamed. I was on all fours on a bench in the night park, and two dirty khachiks were fucking me with their huge, smelly cocks like the lowest whore!
After about 15 minutes, I felt the first khachik was about to cum! I got scared! He wasn't wearing a condom! I started squirming in his grip, trying to get off his cock at the moment of ejaculation. But the strong man held me and came right inside my pussy!
I fell onto the bench and cried. No one had ever humiliated me like these two apes.
"That's not all yet!" said the first one, "Now we're gonna fuck you in the ass too!"
Oh god! Not that! — I thought, because I had never let anyone in my ass in my life! For me, it was forbidden!
But how do you forbid two men dessert when they've already tried the first and second courses!
I continued sobbing when the first khachik positioned himself at my virgin ass and shoved his thick finger into it.
"Aaaaaa..." I moaned. If even a finger was so unpleasant, how painful would a cock be????
"Aaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! Oooooo!!! AAAaaaaaa!!!!!" — oh my god! How it hurt! The second khachik covered my mouth with his hand so I wouldn't scream too loudly.
When the cock was fully inside my ass, it got a bit easier. Slowly but intensely, the man began fucking my asshole. Then faster... Even faster... After a few minutes, I started to enjoy it! I really liked it!..
Suddenly I felt a surge of energy in my lower abdomen! My whole body shook! I began moaning and groaning with pleasure! It was my first anal orgasm! Fluid streamed from my pussy!..
"Look! This bitch is cumming!" laughed the second khachik.
And I didn't care anymore. I hadn't experienced such a high even with my boyfriend! And if I wanted to call for help now, it would only be to have them help fuck me even more and even deeper in all my holes!!!…
When my rapists disappeared into the darkness, I lay on the bench for a few more minutes, completely fucked and happy... I wasn't thinking about anything. Then I slowly got dressed and went home.
This incident helped me greatly not only to write an excellent dissertation but also to look at my life differently.
Now I have a husband and two children. Everything in my life is wonderful. But sometimes I want to get lost somewhere in the woods so a crowd of some hungry maniacs can fuck me there!