Once is not cheating

...This happened to me very recently. In one of the local clubs. I won't say which one, for anonymity's sake...

A little about myself. I've been dating a guy for over 4 years, because of him I dropped out of school and moved back to my hometown. There aren't many residents here and everyone knows everything about each other, who's with whom and how. Let's say, there's no secret life, everything is always out in the open. And so, after finishing his studies, my dearly beloved boyfriend leaves to serve in the military. I promised to wait faithfully, which I tried to do, for quite a long time...

I'm a brunette of average height, brown eyes, an hourglass figure, mixed-race, never been to a tanning salon. Size 3 breasts with an appetizing shape, as

my beloved says: "very cute nipples," always with perky nipples. Plump lips, I constantly whiten my teeth at the dentist, so to speak, for a Hollywood smile. Toned legs and butt, I work out at the gym and run in the mornings. I've never been deprived of attention from the opposite sex. But, since I love my kitty very much, any acquaintance ended at most with adding them as a friend on VKontakte, just for the numbers.

And now closer to the point. My beloved and I had sex 3 times a day and wherever we wanted, so to speak, I know everything about him. We've been everywhere: on rooftops, in elevators, parks, pools, the forest, beaches, even once in a kitchen, in one of the local cafes. Well, after such a stormy and active sex life, a sudden abstinence, well, my beloved is serving. I don't know why I'm writing this, I just want to share how I acted despicably and deceived my beloved, but I can't keep it inside anymore...

It was December 3, 2012, my friend's birthday. I had already been waiting for my beloved soldier for 183 days. He serves far away and there's no way for me to visit him. I told him everything, well, this time I said I was going to a birthday party, he, as always, didn't mind, because he loves me and trusts me, how I love him!

At 9 in the morning, the birthday girl called me, said we're gathering at her place at 6:00 PM, sitting for a bit and then going to the club =) I, of course, agreed, I'm not some boring nerd, especially for my best friend's birthday. But that pest ruined my sweet dream; I was dreaming about having sex with my beloved in our little bed. Naturally, I woke up all wound up and my wet panties gave me away. I could feel my little clit pulsing, my throat was dry with desire. I took a sip of juice.

I immediately went to the shower. I stood under the stream of warm water, soaping my tender, firm body and looking in the large mirror. And then I remembered the dream. I got aroused again and started washing my pussy. At that moment, I remember my head was spinning with pleasure, and my thoughts about my beloved sunshine. But suddenly a knock on the door...

"Honey, are you going to be long? I'm going to be late for work!" Mom said, trying to open the door.

"All done, coming out, Mom!" I said.

And then all the pleasure was gone, I came out all warm and flushed with shame, as if Mom had seen me. I felt uncomfortable, but acted as usual. Kissing Mommy, I went to the kitchen in just a robe and sat down at the table to drink tea.

From my long preparations, I didn't notice the time approaching 5 PM. And then a call from my friend, she said: "My birthday, let's tear everyone apart at the club with our beauty, let them envy in silence" =) I, of course, agreed. I put on a miniskirt, a top with a plunging neckline, and boots above the knee. I knew I looked very provocative and resembled a "hooker," but I knew for sure that in this outfit we would definitely attract the most attention from all the club visitors. It was all black, and my figure is top class and my skin is chocolate-colored, I knew it suited me very well.

So. At 6 in the evening we gathered at my friend's place, sat down at the table, drank, congratulated her, and drank again. There were 7 of us girls, I remember we drank 1.5 liters of whiskey. And with a drunken head, I couldn't get the dream out of my mind. I kept sitting and thinking about it, my pussy was constantly on edge and hot. I didn't show it and especially didn't tell my friends, understanding they'd laugh, they are friends after all.

We're at the club. We've already had quite a bit to drink... Dancing. And that dream... The dream won't leave me alone and the huge desire for sex with my beloved. The dance floor, as always, is packed full, there's never enough space, and someone is constantly rubbing against you. I think this is familiar to many girls?! From these touches, I got even more aroused. Although the alcohol was already making itself known, I was already thinking poorly, from everything happening in my body, my head started spinning, and I went down to the first floor and sat down with a friend to drink some more.

Drinking with my friend for her birthday, I didn't notice how my skirt had ridden up, and all my slender legs and the edge of my red panties were visible. But a guy at the next table noticed. When I realized he wasn't just looking at me, but, so to speak, up my skirt, I felt ashamed. I adjusted myself, but didn't show it and just smiled at the guy and continued sitting and chatting with my friend.

He kept looking at me, in his gaze there was lust, desire, arousal. Undressing me with his eyes and smiling at me with a squinting gaze, I don't know why, but I liked it. Especially since he was quite handsome. Brunette, with blue eyes, a little taller than me, but a bit skinny. But the most important thing is that he knows my beloved soldier. I know they're not friends, but acquaintances for sure.

His bold gaze was on me for about 15 minutes, and I couldn't forget the dream. And this desire for sex, sex with my beloved and dear guy. But he's not here - he's serving. I start to notice that the alcohol is already speaking for me. And I already really like his looks, and I start smiling back at him with my plump lips. What I liked was that usually people look at me in secret, knowing I'm taken and a "high-flying bird." And he was looking boldly and undressing me with his eyes.

I decided to test how far his gaze and boldness would go. I slightly spread my legs, pretending not to notice. He noticed and kept looking the same, only now a spark of insane desire was burning in his eyes. Oh my god, how that aroused me! But there were no thoughts about sex with this guy.

And then I wanted to go to the toilet. Telling my friend I'd be right back, I got up and went. Entering the women's room, I was shaking all over. Everything down below was pulsing. I didn't know where to go, I sat down to pee in one of the 3 stalls. And then someone came into the toilet. I went quiet and listened to who was there, and what that girl would do. Interesting, maybe she overdid it and is nauseous, something to tell my friends later. But, as it turned out, much worse...

This girl went into the neighboring stall. Closed it. And the sound of a zipper being undone, and.... Unclear sounds and a foot tapping against the stall wall. I leaned over a bit and saw a man's sneaker and how it was jerking, and the owner of the sneaker himself was making unclear sounds and breathing very deeply. And then I realized I was in the men's toilet. I got scared that I would be seen, and he would tell everyone what happened, and the whole town would laugh. I tried to sit quietly and breathed slowly. And then I became curious about what he was doing there.

I took my phone and through the gap between the stalls from below, I recorded about 10 seconds of video. And after watching the video, I was speechless! That same guy was sitting there, stroking his dick. Not just a dick, but a huge DICK! (My beloved's, of course, was smaller, I knew that skill is the main thing, not size) But from everything happening to me today and the alcohol awakened a special desire for sex in me. And I decided to continue what I started in the shower in the morning. Trying to think about my beloved, I was caressing my warm, tender pussy. But this neighbor in the stall wouldn't leave me alone. Knowing what he was doing and with what kind of dick. I was already thinking only about him and watching the video again and again.

That wasn't enough for me, and I decided to record more.... And here's 1 minute of video. And what a video!!! I could no longer control myself, I started caressing my breasts and touching my firm nipples, and with the other hand caressing my pussy.... Putting the phone on my leg and setting the video on repeat, I forgot about my beloved at that moment.... And here come the first surges of orgasm!!! But then I jerked from pleasure and the phone fell. Not just fell, but fell and slid right into the neighboring stall... My breath froze. I got scared!!!!

The guy, seeing the phone, went quiet himself, he didn't expect anyone else to be there. Picking up the phone and seeing what was going on, he couldn't say anything except "Damn, I'm caught!!!" After 5 seconds, he probably saw my heels, and, realizing it was a girl, he said: "Who are you? And why do you need this?"

"Sorry, it was an accident. I didn't mean to, it just happened. I won't tell anyone and delete everything yourself!" I said in a nervous voice.

Apparently he himself figured out who I was, and already from arousal asked: "Did you like it? Why were you filming?"

Getting lost for words and not knowing what to say, and the alcohol and desire were speaking for me. I answered: "Yes! I was just curious what you were doing there."

"Want me to continue right in front of you?!" he said and the unclear sounds started again.

He could be understood, he'd already been seen, filmed, and he was aroused, strongly, by the looks of it, and, as I understand, because of me all this started.

"I'm sorry it turned out like this, but I have a beloved whom I love very much, and only he is what I need. So let's forget this and that's it!" I said, but, from desire, I desperately wanted to say "YES!!!".

"You saw me, and now let's you show me your breasts, and we'll forget everything?!" he suddenly suggested.

Not knowing how to get out of the situation, knowing that he could tell everything if I refused (out of resentment, as I thought), I agreed.....

I put on my panties, and he came into my stall, so no one would see if anything! In his eyes, there was a feeling of shame, desire, and arousal... I was sitting on the toilet rim, he was standing and right in front of my face was his dick. Separated from me by the zipper of his jeans. ... Seeing me and my perky nipples, my plump lips, wet from biting and my tongue, his dick bulged out even more. I was ashamed myself, and scared, but still the desire was huge!!!

My head was spinning from excitement, and I decided to lift my top with the bra. Closing my eyes, I did it. ... He saw my beautiful chocolate-colored breasts, and I sat like that for 5 seconds, not opening my eyes from shame. Hearing the familiar sound of a zipper, I understood what was happening there, but didn't open my eyes. Ashamed. Scared.

But desire and curiosity won out. I opened my eyes. Right in front of my eyes stood his huge dick: 22 cm (approximately). Pubic area with balls neatly shaved. This embarrassed me a lot but aroused me to insanity. I looked into his eyes and saw his happy face, like a baby's, I asked: "Why are you doing this?! I have a boyfriend!!"

His answer shocked me, he was a virgin. With such a dick... That turned me on even more. I didn't start screaming or doing anything. I just watched as he admired me and stroked his dick at the same time.

At that moment, I lost my head, and besides "Do you need help?" I couldn't say anything...

"Yes, if you can!" he answered.

Taking off my top and bra completely, I took his huge (for me) dick in my hand and started lightly jerking him off. From arousal, I bit my plump lower lip. Seeing this, he closed his eyes and threw his head back. And then I, remembering my beloved, realize that at such a moment I would start giving a blowjob. I mechanically opened my mouth and took the head of his dick into it. Not expecting this, he moaned! And that's it...

I turned into myself, when we were having sex with my Beloved! I started licking his dick with my tongue, jerking him off and caressing his balls with my hands. He didn't get confused and took me by the hair and started watching as his dick drowned in my lips. Caressing my breasts with his hands. They became hotter and tensed up impossibly. Not to mention what was going on in my panties. Everything there was burning and craving penetration and caresses.

I couldn't hold back, I stood up, turned my back to him, and bent over a little, pulling down my panties. With a trembling, excited hand, he took his dick and started trying to penetrate me. She was all wet, and despite the size of his dick, he entered quite easily. And then I moaned. My whole body tensed up sharply and then relaxed sharply. I enjoyed the same feeling as 183 days ago. But it wasn't that simple. It turns out, he only put the head in. And continued to sink into me. I tensed up and couldn't help but moan.... Relaxed. And now he was all inside me. God, how good it felt there. And he started moving back and forth, it felt so good, I bit my lips until they bled. In the end, I came. And he kept moving.... Getting a taste for it, he started slapping my firm butt, and caressing my breasts with his hands. Another 2 minutes later, I came again, this time with a scream throughout the toilet. Seeing this, he started moving even more intensely. The stall was already shaking as much as it could, my screams of pleasure no longer hid anything. I was moaning at the top of my lungs. And then the 3rd time I came. Realizing I couldn't take anymore, I sat on the toilet and continued sucking his warm dick.

"I'm about to cum!" he shouted.

I immediately offered my firm breasts and started jerking him off very quickly. In my eyes, interest was already sparkling (how much could he spill on me?). And here it is, the moment of orgasm. Huge, warm streams of cum hit my breasts and one right on my lips. He looked at me with innocent eyes; I smiled and licked my lips. And then I realized it was time to go to my friends. We got dressed and promised not to tell anyone about this, as he is afraid of my beloved, and I just don't want to lose my guy over one time.

He went out and walked me to the table, I sat down and looked at the clock: only 20 minutes had passed. To come 3 times in 20 minutes is a phenomenon for me. Usually, I wouldn't come for an hour. Now I know that size matters, even with inexperienced guys. Though, there are pros to everything.

I started drinking to forget this incident; the guy suddenly disappeared somewhere. Apparently, went home. I now live with a feeling of guilt towards my boyfriend. Maybe I'll tell him and lose him. Or maybe I won't tell, after all, there are plans for marriage and children. That's my business now. And, Dear Soldiers, and the Girls Waiting for Them! Wait for each other! Don't cheat! Because, by cheating once, you can break the life of yourself and the person who loves you! Please, take care of each other!