Ideal partner

It just so happens that I don't have a sexual partner right now. And I want sex. No, not just want, I really, really want it. I want it so much that at the mere thought, flames begin to ignite somewhere in my lower belly. My hole instantly moistens, my hands reach for my panties on their own. My fingers, with practiced movements, seek the path to my sacred clit and begin their mischievous play. My legs, no longer under the control of reason, lead me to the bed; I fall onto it, lewdly spreading my legs. My fingers are already comfortably beginning their caresses. The rhythm increases, my clit fills with blood, swells, lube has already moistened everything! My fingers now dart into my girl,

now tease my clit. My stomach tenses, my ass instinctively moves forward and back, waves of orgasm begin to roll over me. My hand, strained from continuous work, begins to tire from the constant caresses, but I keep fucking myself without stopping. And now, just a little more, more, more, yes, like that, like that!!! And here it is, AAAH, Yeees, Yeees, ah, A, AAAAAAA!!! Yes! Yes! I begin to convulse, my completely open pussy starts to pulsate, and the orgasm spreads throughout my body with the feeling of satisfied animal desire!!! Yes, here it is! I fucked myself!!!

I'm lying down, my breathing hasn't calmed yet, beating to the rhythm of inhale-exhale, my arms and legs lie limp along my body, my panties uncomfortably pulled down to my knees. My face is turned to the wall. Lying... There are no more desires. Only a slight feeling of shame wanders through the corners of my thoughts. What have I come to. Is this even decent? But justification already comes to the rescue. So what? Am I doing something bad? No. I just love myself with my fingers, what's bad about that? I'm not killing or robbing anyone. I'm just giving myself pleasure as best I can. After all, there's no one nearby who could give me what I want. And I want it constantly. Always. Oh God! How I want a huge cock, strong hands, a mouth, and everything that comes with it, called a "man." But where can you find one like that? No, there have been some, of course, but somehow not right. Those who wanted me but didn't want to make me feel good. Satisfied themselves but didn't satisfy me. Brave in words but not ready for experiments in bed. With a cock that stands for five minutes and goes limp after cumming.

Sleeping the whole subsequent night, and in the morning rushing to leave as soon as possible, realizing they didn't satisfy me, and ashamed of it. Promising, with a sly smile, to come tomorrow, hinting at something "hot," in their understanding. But I know what's behind that. Stick it in, pull it out, cum, sleep! But where are the flights into space, where is the romance of long sex, where is the conquest of peaks, where is the fall into the abyss of depravity? Where is all that? Hello... Men... are there any among you capable of this? Capable of giving yourself over to this activity completely? Throwing all prejudices out of your head, all "male" rules, brave, desperate, rushing into battle! Maybe not skilled, but courageous, maybe not experienced, but ready to learn new things. I'm waiting for you!!! Here I am, fucked by myself, lying here with my panties down! Come and possess, realize yourselves, take, be in charge, be strong, the coolest. Or if you want, be timid, weak, in secondary roles. I'll do everything myself, and I won't reproach you, I won't belittle your male self-esteem. The main thing is that you want to make me feel good, and are not afraid, I repeat, "not afraid" to do anything on this bed, over there in the kitchen, in my bathroom, in my hole!

Alright, enough lying here and confessing. That only brings back desire. Yesterday evening after work, I watched some porn and saw one video. There, a girl was fucking on camera with... a machine. Yes, not just any machine, but, as I named it for myself, a cock-machine! A device with a dildo attached to the end, which, with the help of a simple mechanism, makes thrusting movements at various speeds. The device seemed interesting to me. So what? You can do a lot with it, not everything of course, but still. Plus, there are many advantages: it won't get tired, won't turn over to sleep, always home in its place, and always HARD!

I get dressed. Strangely, it's as if I'm going on a date, knowing for sure there will be sex after it. Makeup — provocative, clothes — revealing, heels — high, panties — absent. Wallet, because on this date I'll have to pay myself, car keys — all in place. A look in the mirror — perfect. Let's go.

— Well, hello there, dear. And you're big. How were you here all alone? Didn't get cold? Alright, let me put you in the trunk. Are you heavy? Yes, you're not much of a talker, are you? Well, fine, stay quiet then! You'll talk later. Yes, there's about fifteen kilos in you, dear. Are you comfortable, sweetie? Bear with it, might be a little bumpy? Well, you're used to shaking, right? Ha ha... I'll name you Trosha! It's a nice name! Trosha! You're going to touch me, right? And fuck me!!! That name suits you. Is it okay that I'm so frank with you on our first date? Yes, that's how I am! I don't like these preludes. Because when a date happens, they talk about all sorts of nonsense. Why not just clarify everything right away. I generally dream of a date like this:

Him: — Hi!

Me: — Hi!

Him: — You're beautiful!

Me: — You're not bad either!

Him: — You know, let's decide if we like each other or not. I like you, we need to fuck to understand the rest. What about you?

Me: — Well then, let's fuck and then we'll see, whether we'll be together further or go our separate ways.

That's it, nothing more needs to be said. Because everything is clear from the first time. Afterwards, after bed, you can figure out everything else, or smoke and part ways. Well, alright, what am I doing? We've already arrived. So, let me help you. Come into my arms, dear. Yes, the fifth floor is not close. Well, here, I'm opening the door. Welcome, Trosha, this is where we'll live together. Now wait, I'll wash my hands and undress you.

Let's go straight to the bedroom. So, what do we have here. Opening the box. Yes, I'll have to tinker a bit. You're quite big and look like a sewing machine. Okay. Power cord. Need an extension cord so nothing restricts us. Okay, and this is your cock, right? Where to attach it for you. Okay, oh! There's an instruction manual! All ready. Shall we test? Turning you on. Oh, how erotically you hum, but not too loud by the way, the neighbors won't hear. Five modes. Shall we try the first button? That's probably for the first acquaintance. Okay, dear. Your cock started moving back and forth at a snail's pace! Let's call the first button "Snail"! Probably the last, fifth button, is "Jackhammer"!!! Ha ha. Well then, dear, shall we begin? How do you prefer to fuck me? In the traditional position or doggy style right away? Probably doggy style will be more convenient, for both me and you! I'll take everything off, it'll be more comfortable for us. Look at my tits, it's a shame you can't suck them, my nipples are already hard, and probably taste incredibly pleasant! Look at my hair, chestnut, loose, falling on my back and chest. I'll cover my chest with my hair for now, as if I'm shy! Do you like my ass? Yes? I prepared it especially for you, dear! Went to the gym, jacuzzi, tanning salon! Look how firm it is!!! It's all yours, dear, it's yours

to fuck properly! Well, alright, let's begin.

My hole is on fire!!! Yes, yes, fuck me more!!! More!!! Like that, like that!!! Fu... ck, Go... ddamn it, Motherf... er, this is f... ing awes... me!!! Yes, aaaah! I can't even keep up moving my ass in rhythm with you anymore! I just fixed it in place so you wouldn't reach my throat with your cock!!! Yes, yes!!! Oooh! I didn't expect this! I'm already being hit by an orgasm!!! Or what is this? A completely unfamiliar sensation, but what a high!!! Oh dear, yes!!! You're worth your money! You're a fucking awesome reusable whore!!! Yes, pound me, earn your money!!! And I want more! Fourth speed!!! Aaaah! Everything's on fire!!! I'm pouring lube right onto my ass so you don't rub my hole raw!!! Lube is running down me like cum, as if I'm already covered in jizz, but you're still fucking me!!! Yes, yes!! I feel like a fucked whore who's being taken non-stop!!! And I like it!!! I slipped my hand between my legs and try to rub my pussy with my hand too!!! Oh yes! Not working very well, because you're pounding me at a speed of 100500 fucks per second!!! You're definitely better than my fingers! And I think even better than a real cock, because you've been working on my pussy for twenty minutes already!!! Or has it only been a minute? I've lost track of time, I'm outside of time! An orgasm is starting to roll over me! A wild orgasm!!! I'm afraid of it, afraid it will come! I think it will tear me to pieces, tear my pussy apart!!! I'll scream so loud that my roar will be heard at the shopping center where I picked you up!!! And all the neighbors will cum hearing my cry of lust, depravity, and satisfied desire to be fucked!!! To be taken!!! To be Fu... cked by a fucking awesome cock!!!

AAAAAAah!!! Yes!!! Yes!!! Twitching... Writhing... But I'm not letting you go!!! My eyes rolled back, my hands are shaking, my ass is shaking... That's it, I can't... As if I held it for a long time and I'm peeing myself right now... Something is flowing out of me, I can't think!!! Aaaaah!!! Cumming, cumming, CUMMING!!! That's it, stop, Stop!!! The remote fell!!! Aaaaah! I jump off you and with a last effort of will turn you off!!! I collapse onto the bed in a curled-up position!!! My ass is covered in lube! Burning like fire! Can't feel my hole, whether it's there or not! The orgasm hasn't let go yet, my eyes are rolled back!!! Moans are still escaping from me!!! Oooh!! Ah, ah, aaaah!!! My whole body is on fire!!! I have a fever!!! Thoughts are coming from somewhere far away!!! Where am I!! What happened to me? Where is the usual feeling of shame? It's not there? How is it not? Why is there a cock hanging over me? Why is lube dripping from it onto my face? I instinctively touch my pussy? No, it's in place. Here it is, wet and hot!!! Just all covered in some kind of cum! Slippery and sticky! I've been fucked like a total sl... t!!! Yes, I repeat to myself again "I've been fucked like a total sl... t!" I ask myself again, where is the shame? No, no one answered. There is no shame!

I came to. My thoughts are in order. My breathing has calmed. My hole is still burning, but at least I can feel it now! My Trosha is standing with his cock sticking out towards me. So, what to do next? Lie down? Where are my desires? They're gone. But somewhere in the distance something suggests... More, I want more!!! Tomorrow I'll write an application for a week's vacation. After work, I'll go to the store, buy groceries for the week. Then I'll go to the adult store and stock up on lube. I'll spend this week of vacation at home, alone with my vibrator-cock. I won't go out anywhere, I'll turn off my phone. We'll fuck every hour, whenever we want and for as long as we want. I saw another, smaller cock in the box. What's that for? For my ass? I'm still a virgin there!!! I'll probably give myself a gift this week — and finally fuck my own ass. I've wanted that so much!!!